
I really miss Tokyo! I miss the people, the different lifestyles, streets,

the wonderful shopping malls and even the food! I miss it so very much.
If I ever get to go back I would definitely eat a bunch of food. I didn't get to enjoy
the yummie delicacies last time and now I regretted it o' so much.

Hunnie said he would go with me someday but gosh he doesn't even have a

passport yet. When will I ever get a chance to go back there? I wish I could visit it
for 2 whole weeks! If my dream were to come true within 2 years I would feel extremely

blessed. Everything there was so much different than here. I've been quite annoyed
about driving lately. If and only if I live in Tokyo and get to ride on subways! I could look

at interesting people and maybe the extra walking would keep me more fit. Eek how I long

to go back RIGHT now. Maybe another trip would have a whole different experience!



as playing with Aiden...a little less

This little one decided to come to me and no others! 
So cute. 

Tehehe....this was my first real attempt to decorate my

Bento. It didn't have any veggies because hunnie hates them.

I packed it for him. It has 2 heart-shaped eggs sunny side up,

3 pieces of fatty bacon and 3 pieces of bread that are bear, bunny and

flower shaped. I made the kiwi flower shaped as well. Yummy eh?





During the V-day weekend I was making brownies and cupcakes.

I'm at this awful age where I love to bake scrumptious delectables.
I love decorating my cupcakes and brownies! It's just so fun and time consuming lol.

Either way I made heart shaped brownies and my own fuschia icing! This time

I didn't buy any at the store and got my lazy butt to mix some icings. It wasn't hard at all.


I gave these delectables to my family and friends. I also treated myself to a bunch as well.


I also included my Valentine's week oufit. It's so fun dressing up and imagining that I'm living elsewhere. lol


1. Tralala outerwear

2. R F turtle neck

3. Ingni skirt with suspender

4. Brown tights

5. Brown boots with pom pom
I should be heading to bed. Have to wake up early tomorrow and make hunnie a cute

Bento lunch! tehehe






He makes me feel so happy and complete.



I just love love playing with him.


Never in my life did I get to play with a baby
this much. Even when my brother was little

I didn't appreciate babies as much.


But now I feel great whenever I'm around him.

I love love playing as his mom. lol Makebelieve.

Which one is Kumiko?

She used to be an EGG model...wonder why



Friday:
Today I woke up at 12 and went over to hunnie's house
to play with Aiden again. He's so adorable.He cried when his uncle held him but calmed down
when I did! He prefers me over him. muhahha.Afterwards we went to look for Vivian's b-day present.
I couldn't find anything she might like.Tomorrow I have to search for both of hers and Gizzy's

b-day presents. So much work. I should grab a giftcard or something. But I don't like giving those out cause it

We went back to hunnie's house and played with Aiden some more

while we waited for our friends to come. When they came wewent to eat at Oggy's and I tried ale for the very first time.




I seriously only took one sip and my face turned red! How sad.

They're trying to get me drunk once but so far I don't think it'll lookvery pretty. Yuck. I wish I can hold alcohol like everyone else

Lately I've been eating so so much. No one believes me

Another one of my "costume" teheheh.

Today 's Outfit:

1. Tralala camisole with adorable hearts!

2. Cecil Mcbee Polka-dot Short with fur at the bottom

3. Gray rabbit-hair hat with a large knitted flower on the side

4. Rain boots also polka-dotted (not photographed)
5. Gray Tralala coat (not photographed, maybe another time)

6. Swimmer polka-dotted socks







(ignore the smudged up mirror, my annoying brother always touches it when he applies his daily
zit creams lol)

I also bought 3 magazines today.

I will definitely come back for Pinky and maybe Nicola. I'm still in dismay that

I wasted so much money for magazines! Eek I could've used that money for other things...








Eek my room is so warm right now, it feels so cozy. I absolutely love to stay in it and be surrounded by its


overbearing pinkness. Time to cozy up and finally look at those magazines yay!





have I gotten the chance to play with a newborn as much as this!
I've been coming so often that he's gotten so used to me.
Cutey patootie even sleeps in my arms for hours! 




Now I want my own baby too! It would be fun wouldn't it? lol





Usually I would think the color is quite boring

previous Monday. I felt like an elephant that day hahah.



Voila the back view~
It's a day when I truly appreciate my boyfriend. He's



in grad school without him by my side. However I can never truly feel
adoration! hahah

I wanted something other than roses which got kind of boring


I can get my almost daily bear hugs and smell the sweetest scent in the whole world! 
care for you with all his might that means
from them. I think I'm extremely guarded. This might be a something nonessential but

I repeat I am UNDENIABLY, JUSTIFIABLY, HOPELESSLY, HONESTLY,

holidays?This one was for one of kareshi's friend.
There were
a lot of young people there so the party got really wild
We were all
.I've never been to
I find it much more interesting
i WiSh EvErYoNe A bElAtEd....
クリスマス・イヴ
Kareshi and I.
ribbon in the back.
Pinky Girls
from head to toe including the
pumps that didn't show up.
I wanted a somewhat with a
large butterfly clip. The GALS:


It's almost New Years I can't wait.
Haven't it been a cold this December?
It felt like the sky would start snowing any
time now. I went to a fancy restaurant with kareshi a
few weeks ago so I opted for a childish hair do
with cute Brownie bee dress that has a large ribon on the side. 


My hair was already curly from a day earlier and so I just tied
it to the side and topped it with a white ribbon.
Thank goodness I super curled my hair for the wedding the previous day
so I actually didn't need to curl it for the above outfit. It was
Tsubasa curly! It was fun hair but
nothing like what I would wear everyday. A little too
time consuming but ultra kawaii...or so people said.



I should wear the entire outfit to. Maybe I should wait during
spring when it' gets warmer.
This set was too cute to resist!

Oh and what's Christmas without visiting Downtown Disney? lol It's
a tradition for us. I really want to buy a mini mouse sweat shirt.
Merry Christmas!!!!



It's been such a relaxing break I just loveeeeee it!
I had a chance to catch up on sleep and reorganize my life for a bit.
No matter how hard I try my room is just way too cluttered...I really don't know how
celebrities have homes where everything looks so organized... like no one live in them.
There's no traces like someone read a book...use body lotions, where are the folders, headbands, textbooks, or other necessary items.
Beside watching a ton of dramas all I did was spend all my days with this guy lol

This has got to be my favorite cake thus far! So scrumptious.

I love love the holidays!!!

I kinda miss my brown hair...It was a fun color....


Konnichiwa! I'm too lazy to copy and paste
picture of me. I was experimenting with my hair two weekends ago. I opted for a super frizzy
wave. However I'm much
::chuxxx::
This picture was on my laptop cam so it's a bit blurry. Recently I went to a Halloween party with my Kareshi.

it looked almost exactly
The back is neat too. I really like the color of my obi.

Anyways so my boyfriend drove
come true in the longest time. Hopefully next week we could definitely match.


Finally this was the nails I had for the weekend.
looked much more professional than mine. I wish I have more time for more things....


This entry has gotten way too long.
Bai bai matane!

The new Seventeen Model is so pretty.
I knew she was gonna win! I was hoping she would too
she's just beautiful. I think she's half white and half Japanese.
She reminds me of Kira Knightly. Maybe its their cheekbones
or eyes, but gosh she's gorgeous. The new model's name is
Karen Takizawa. I think it's her mom who is white and her dad is Japanese.
Either way the two created a beatiful child.
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http://dpm.s-woman.net/st/ohirome08/
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I really like her eyes and her smile. She looks extremely nice
in all of her poses. Very sweet. I like it better when she smiles without teethe.
She reminds me of this girl I saw at Genki Living this weekend.
I think the girl was half white too....she was so gorgeous!
Younger people are getting prettier and prettier every year and taller too.
It must be the vitamins! By this rate in a hundred years everyone will look like supermodels!
I feel sorry for my generation...
Anyways this weekend has been wonderful I don't want it to end. Eek only one more day then back
to the boring cycle all over again. So horrible it makes me want to puke. lol
Updates:
My beloved Emi Suzuki incognito!
She was shopping at Claire's
Ahh she's super lovely without all the bright lights and magazine set ups.
If only I can be her best friend or better yet her younger sister. lol
I wonder how it's like hanging out with her for a whole day.
She has such a nice aura about her.



I want to get away from that annoying little
rodent that makes my life a living nightmare.
Always following and biting me until I get
itchy annoying sores..
It doesn't hurt but gosh it's so annoying that I want to
kick it to outerspace.
But for some odd reason I'm stuck with it for such a long
long time. Plus it's so miserable
it wants to bring every happy person down with it.
Whenever I take one step ahead it follows.
It wouldn't do anything if I don't move
but when I do it has to too. 
I reciprocated to show how
annoying it is, but it doesn't care and it doesn't mind. It
likes what's it's doing and it's more content that way.
It's annoying me so much ; even until now I"m not used to it.
No wonder everyone hates it and doesn't want
to be near it. We must severe ties forever...but I
don't want to be mean either. ahh that pest
I don't want to be put in this situation....
I wish it stops so I don't have to experience this and feel
so wicked from feeling this way toward that miserable litle critter.
Ants can be very annoying aren't they? lol
They're not really rodents though.
I've been seeing a lot
of young mothers lately.
First it was Tsubasa and then lately
there's been some other models getting
pregnant and conceiving as well. It makes
me want to be one too! hahaha. 
It's not like I want to get married
and establish a family yet I just like the idea
of a young pretty mom holding a baby.
I'm always at awed when I see them. Not in a bad way
of course, it's just that it looks so cute and adorable.
Especially when the mother is beautiful with an attractive
body and a cute little bundle in her arms!
So I did some experimenting and this
is how I would look if I were a young mom.
I think the earliest I can ever have a child is 27; only if I find
THE PERFECT guy during grad school.
On another note.
Don't you think this sunflower hair clip is so adorable?
I loveeeeeeeee it. Ignore my ugly roots.
This is an old picture by the way:


How cool is this? There's such thing as a decorated
eyepatch. First of all I'm never sure what the eye
patches are for but boy do they look scary.
Second they even decorated it? It look less
frightening with pearls and rhinestones.
If I ever need an eyepatch I will defnitely
decorate mine.
Yuu have gotten so much prettier this year but I
still like Naho better:


This was during a Festival. I didn't dress
in my yukata because I was being a bit lazy
that day. There are many other opportunities to
wear one right?

Tsubasa is so pretty everywhere eek but when
I look closely at her features Naho
is much better heheh. I still love
Tsubasa though!:


